What have I done? What have we done? I promised myself – however half-heartedly – that these days were over. I wanted to change, I wanted to prove to myself that I could change, that I could be better. That I deserved better. I do deserve better, don’t I? Why are human beings so selfish? Maybe we do live in the present too much, maybe we do seize the moment too much. Maybe we should take a little bit more time to think about the consequences, to think about tomorrow. Because tomorrow will come, and when it does, you’re going to have to try and fix something that technically isn’t broken and everything is going to change even though you swore to yourself that you would never let that happen. You swore a lot of things to yourself though, so it’s just another promise you didn’t keep. Why? Because you don’t have control anymore, you gave it all away. You gave it ALL away.
Now you’re left with nothing.
And what of the broken-hearted who don't know yet that their hearts are broken - and that you are indirectly responsible? What about them? What about you? How are you going to fix it? Is ignorance bliss? Or is honesty the best policy, even if it means you might lose it all? You've unknowingly created a situation where you have to make choices. So many choices. And I - I have been in this situation too many times to know exactly how it will pan out. I know exactly what you're going to say, what you're going to do, so you don't have to utter a single word.
But why am I never the choice. I want to be the chosen one for once.
Oh I can’t say no to something sweet
But it’s not what I need
You keep feeding me when I’m not hungry
– Lovely Morning by Room 11
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