I'm just typing for the sake of it. I guess today, I'm not emotionally distraught/damaged. I'm not ecstatic or angry or sad about anything, which is nice. It's so nice to have a break from the drama. It's so nice to give your heart a break.
This heart of mine, just when I think she's immune to heartbreak, that she's strong enough to close herself off, she goes and cracks right open surprising everyone, especially me. All the love came pouring out. Love that I didn't know was in there - I didn't know it was possible to have so much. Uncontrollable hemorrhaging - it was messy. There was nowhere to put the contents and no way to hide the damage. Everyone could see, everyone - especially you. But I shielded your eyes to the best of my abilities and eventually, spilt emotions were cleaned off the floor. We stitched up those wounds and moved on because that's the way it should be. And I don't intend on ever looking back.
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